according to the time on my mac

31 Dec 10:24:41pm

yeah, I'm doing a time-based post. it doesn't even feel like new year's eve. I can say I'm pretty excited for next year. I have this whole good-feeling vibe about 2015. I'm sure it's going to be a great year.

well I'll change timings only when I feel like it, and obviously I'm not typing this whole paragraph within 1 second. I wish I could though :3 (be careful what you wish for pls) (there's new year's magic in the air) (pshhhh)

31 Dec 10:36:55pm

it took that long to type that much up there? that's surprising. hold on let me go get a book I'm going to talk about (halfway reading btw) and yeah I know it's new year's eve why am I reviewing a book WELL I'M SORRY. what if years actually start in July and we don't know it? years and months and weeks and days are a manmade thing anyway. lol okay I'm going to get the book.

31 Dec 10:39:10pm

okay so this book is called No Angel by Helen Keeble, and I swear she got the idea from some harem anime. I mean, I'm on page 74 and I already can tell that it's going to be so haremy. I mean, what can you expect, a single male in an all-girls school. don't worry that's on the blurb so it's not going to spoil anything for you, if you want to read it. it should totally be made into an anime.

there are some harem animes like BroCon, NouCome... I'm going to include SAO and Clannad too, just because there are so many females in them. I find them quite entertaining coz they're usually funny and so good for fanfiction lol. of course there are reverse harems too but not as common.

31 Dec 10:44:03pm

I've been typing for about 20min already. should I bring this post over to the next year? I think I've been doing that straight for the past few years, so maybe I won't this year :) something new. changes can be good or bad, but that shit's already too deep for me so I won't go into that.

the new year's show is playing in the background and it's commercials now.

31 Dec 10:46:19pm

ooh only 2min. it's actually fun to see how much time I'm wasting on the internet that I could use doing actually productive things. but I think one day I'll look back at this blog, read through all the posts, and see myself smiling at myself from the past... no, actually, more likely, I'll be sitting there just staring blankly at all my posts. maybe I'm not even going to read all of them. especially long ones like this oneeeeeeee.

so I've decided. this will be my last post of 2014. it won't continue into 2015. 2015. 2015. 20151005

did you see what I did thar hahahah multiples of 5 bitcxh. hahahahahahah. I'm so lame. thanks me

YOU ARE MY FIRE THE ONE DESIRE BELIEVE WHEN I SAY I WANT IT THAT WAY.

(omg hahaha it's on tv)

okay sorry I just turned around to watch the tv.

31 Dec 10:54:49pm

hmmm last words for 2014? this year was bittersweet. more bitter than sweet. I don't know what to say about everything since 1999, but my life has been a pretty privileged one. I'm thankful for everyone who has helped me in one way or another. and though this "everyone" will probably never read this post, thank you :D maybe I'll post the link of this blogpost on facebook later. who knows.

31 Dec 10:57:19pm

I just realised that there's still about 1 hour until 2015, so I'm probably going to stop typing periodically and watch tv or something. I want to post this at... 11.58pm? I like the number 8, in case you don't know. idk how people can like numbers though, it's a weird concept. ooh it's almost 11

31 Dec 11:00:00pm

heyy :3 staring at the scrolling thing at the bottom of the tv screen makes me dizzy lol

31 Dec 11:09:25pm

I'll try to catch the last 11:11:11pm of 2014 okay :) there's really not much more to type.... ah new year's resolutions! so cliche but people still do them. let's see.... I don't actually want to resolute anything for next year. I just want to see where life takes me. I just want to do my best.

31 Dec 11:11:23pm

awshit. AWSHIT. it's okay, there are many other years ahead of me, hopefully. I've done one of my physics homework :D happy about that.

31 Dec 11:35:29pm

it's nearing midnight. I think I've said all I've wanted to say. I might just straightaway post at 11:58:00pm so yeah. just waiting for that time now.

I like potatoes.

YEAHHH.

31 Dec 11:42:41pm

what if my internet shits up at 11:58:00pm and it stretches to 2015 oh the horror.

that is not what I intend to do ogw.

let's pray to the internet deity and hope that won't happen.

31 Dec 11:50:34pm

8min more till I'm going to post, and 10min more till 2015

oh yes they're going to blast fireworks for like the first half an hour of 2015 right, because air pollution is the best way to start every year.

well byebye :) my last words on this blog for 2014

lynnette leong <3

Merry Christmas!

I'm two days late >< ohwell



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I'm a little confused about how the post actually works, even after so many years of blogging. like how do I shift pictures and videos around comfortably? something usually goes wrong so I'm not gonna try anymore.

ugh.

school holidays are almost over and I think next year's gonna be hectic >< let's hope it all works out and I do well for O's :)

I'm gonna talk about something that has been frustrating me a lot (and it's something to do with blogging) (and sorry for not blogging as much lol I'm enjoying this lazy style of living)

okay actually maybe next time. I'm going to change my hamster's bedding byebye

so after watching Free! Eternal Summer

I'm obsessed with Nanase Haruka again.

I mean, I already got a keychain of him on my phone

but now I'm even more obsessed lol

I'm sorry I'm too lazy to make this gif a continuous loop.

anyway, there's this way underrated song

it's really cute lol. the song, I mean. and the singer is Makoto's voice actor soooo :D

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this has been a very visual post

byebye :3

books where one twin dies

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/18249312-there-will-come-a-time
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/16431540-thin-space

there are definitely more. I remember at least one more? but that was a really long time ago and I can't remember anything about it other than the fact that _____.

^ not saying, because it would be a spoiler for one of the books. but yeah, all books where one twin dies are so similar.

I mean, it's a real life situation, it does happen, I get the books (but I don't really relate too well, I don't have a twin), I get how it's a worse-than-horrible thing to happen. I will never understand how the alive twin feels. if any twinless twins are reading this, I don't know what to say either, just like everyone else. so I'm just going to talk about the books.

1. the twin always dies in a car crash, and it's always the other twin who was driving.
2. it's all about the pain and guilt and trying to move forward.
3. there's always a counsellor, and nobody likes him/her.
4. nobody ever knows what to say to the alive twin, and "I'm sorry" is usually not the right thing to say
5. the alive twin might go through some sort of personality disorder where they think they are the dead twin
6. so many other similarities

but maybe that's because it's what happens in real life (except maybe point 1 I guess). it sounds so twisted if I were to say that I enjoy these books, but I think what I like is the emotional impact and how powerful it is (note: I do not enjoy one twin dying). I guess after I started writing this blog post, I realised how real the books could be and how there could be people out there who have lost a twin, and maybe one day reading this very blog post.

I apologise if this post hurt you in anyway, because I realise that it is a sensitive topic, especially if you've been through this situation before. it could be a sibling, or any loved one for that matter. I don't know. I'm not good with this.

this post is starting to seem like a very very bad idea.

read the books. maybe you'll understand my predicament when writing this post at least.

but is it real?