idk

Time according to mac: 11.01.30pm

What was I doing beforehand: um.. waiting..

Chats on facebook: no one exactly...

Listening to: we were in love: t-ara & davichi

Status: sad-ish

today was pretty good I guess, in school. nothing significant at all in lessons.

started feeling sad when I reached home.

'sorry' is a word I use carelessly and too often.

argh..

I feel bad.

I sincerely apologize, Jerry. if you read this.

*sigh* and something else too. but I won't be talking much about it here.

mm.. I'll just say that I'm just a bit saddened.

on the bright side, Jase gave me my birthday present today ^^ thank you so much.

∫[ lynn ]

screw this blog 8D

Time according to mac: 10.28.05pm only o_o

What was I doing beforehand: math, still doing lol

Chats on facebook: Avani, Brucie, Jase

Listening to: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4cdfRohhcg don't ask why.

Status: tired.

kay that's all haha ._. too lazy to blog anymore. sorry >~< byez

If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans.

ermergerd.

class chair eat in class

*insert disapproving sounds*

in chinese class now (some multi-purpose room) they are kind of amused at our level of 'difficult' chinese.

lol now IRS. just gonna post this first in case I forget to.

<3 ~lynn

It's raining, Let's have fun.

I'm starting to get bored of my darling blog.

there's nothing to talk about -.-

Time according to mac: 1.14.48pm

What was I doing beforehand: chinese mindnode... asking hu about the submit folder, making up bullshit excuses >~<

Chats on facebook: no one exactly, so guai right? <3 <3

Listening to: hu

Status: bored?..

firstly

I've put this link on my twitter ^^ so I guess I'll have to be more careful about what I post now

and also I am forever in incognito mode.. just saying. I don't do anything bad, just that I hate having browser history.

...

okay that was ancient history. ^^^^^

Time according to mac: 10.51.33pm

What was I doing beforehand: stalking someone from within ._. (sounds weird)

Chats on facebook: uhm Bruce? maybe Jiawen, but she didn't exactly reply. YUP JIAWEN.

Listening to: Girl's Day(걸스데이) _ Don't forget me(나를 잊지마요) YES IT IS KPOP. WEIRD FOR ME.

Status: entertained.

TODAY might be the last day I post in this blog. I'm getting bored of typing. plus I really need to do my homework more and less 'social networking' hehe.

so this morning, I came to school with Jingjie haha poor thing, everyone is going OBS while he's kind of stuck in school. his hair is really long and he's sad coz he'll needa cut it -.- and I also froze in the bus/MRT.

HE BOUGHT ME FANTA PEACH. YESH.

Marcus still owes me though.

shit am I talking too much about guys? ._.

okay then.

I stuck the fantapeach label on a piece of paper and wrote nonsense on it. 8D

what? it was math class. math class is always boring. I never learn anything.

(btw today special time table)

so then we went for geography, and I froze again :DDD

then recess. not too bad today.

then CE.

((EnchantedDiamondHoe))

then CHINESE. that's when I wrote the above portion up there.

then science.

omg why is it so cold brb blanket.

am back~

then I actually ate during lunch today

then I went for CCA. lol only sec twos there.

ISABELLA <3 SHIJIE :3

then home. ._. I overstayed in the stations talking to a pikachu.

and I waited a freaking 50 hours for the damn bus (I'm exaggerating alright, it was actually 1 hour). problem: my mum didn't believe me. AND NOW I HAVE TO TAKE THE BUS HOME EVERY MONDAY AND WEDNESDAY.

*insert rant here*

then she scolded me about the jacket also. -sigh- wish I took his. (it smells like flowers X3)

*snuggles in blanket* =~= it's colddd.

task at hand: complete homework.

cya darling(s)~

``not lynn obviously

good day until now.

my mum is scolding me for not showering -.- I FORGOT OKAY.

but she slammed the door = she's very very very mad.

and I also forgot to do homework. fk me right?

good news: Bruce's vid is up.

k I better finish my homework. fast.

~~lynn >~<

CNY

CNY IS LIKE. AROUND THE CORNER. MY BIRTHDAY EXACTLY. I NEED TO GO SHOPPING LOL.

and I was searching for random stuff about it when this popped out.

'In case you’re sweating it out on what to wear for visiting, here are some tips for you!

1) Wear something you’re comfortable in.

Forget that short tight skirt/low cut blouse. Visiting many relatives in a day isn’t an easy task, and you have to feel comfortable. If you have to spend every minute of the day worrying if your underwear are peeking out of your clothes, you’d be one nervous uptight bitch by the end of it. Choose something that you can sit comfortably in (something that doesn’t ride up too high your thigh), because you’re not just going to stand around in your relative’s place.

2) Wear light and preferably NOT long-sleeved.

I know you’re excited to show off your cute long-sleeved number that you bought specially for new year. It looks fabulous, but in this (Singapore) weather? Perspiration patches on your clothes when you’re trying to look glam is not glam. Feeling too warm till you wanna peel your clothes off is also not fun.

3) Bring plasters.

This is a MUST. You must have a couple of plasters stashed away in your purse or bag. This is to save yourself or somebody else in pain –  a pain every girl who adores heels will know, caused by damned blisters. CNY is definitely a time to wear heels and look like a star. But when the pretty shoes are biting away at your heels, chewing bits off again and again, the picture is not perfect anymore. So, unless your heels are resistant to blisters, please remember to bring plasters! You’ll thank me for this.'

kay that's all~~

would you rather I give you $2 per day for 500 days, or give you $1000 today?

that's like the CPF in Singapore according to my dad.

'the government is controlling the money of the elderly, because they don't want them to smoke, gamble, do drugs. but only a minute percent of the elderly population do that. so blah blah, it's wrong blah blah'

I can don't type anymore? I need do homework.

lol bye~

I have nothing to say

Time according to mac: 9.19.19am

What was I doing beforehand: reading blogs, reading messages.. rereading blogs... rereading messages....

Chats on facebook: nobody.

Listening to: my mum cooking or something. yes you know the noise of knives and stuff?

Status: sad. self-hating.

let's start with something more positive? :)

yesterday I asked 26 people for presents ._. 24 of them replied, and 22 said yes. if any of you are reading this blog now... (low chance though)

I was kidding D:

you don't actually have to give me anything >~<

but if you actually DO want to give me something, I'll accept it?... I think.

ra·tion·ale  

/ˌraSHəˈnal/

Noun A set of reasons or a logical basis for a course of action or a particular belief: "he explained the rationale behind the change". if you give me something like a card or (if you're a guy) some girly thing, or something I really really want, then I'd accept it. if you give me something that you can use or operate or whatever, or it's 'The Hobbit' (book), it's yours. keep it :) or give it to Jiawen. or give it to me to give it to Jiawen 8D and now we come to this. 'I said I've never seen a person ask for a birthday present and nobody says they're rude or disrespectful. What I meant was, you're very blessed and I just want you to treasure what you have, not saying you don't.' 'you're a lucky person, lynn I've never seen a person ask for a present and nobody says they're rude treasure what you have' learning points: don't ask for presents, and treasure what I have. lol okay :) lesson learnt. last year, I removed my birthday from facebook... and nearly nobody knows when my birthday is. so asking for a present so much in advance is also to see who actually remembered my birthday ._. I'm sorry if you're offended. 'I just want you to be happy as you're like a real sister to me.' ahhhh and I want YOU to be happy as you're also like a real sister to me, except that I really don't know how the shit I keep upsetting, offending and insulting you >~< moving on. 'I know you're reading this too, I just want to say I'm sorry for any misunderstandings that you and I might have... Please forgive me.' forgiven. I'm sorry too. I'll probably be talking directly to you later... not directed to me, but: 'What kind of friends don't talk to each other in real life and act like strangers?' I tried my best. I really, really did. but then respecting of privacy, choice and whatnot came in then I couldn't like, force you two to talk -.- right. moving on again... 'ok, nitez, luv ya' I really really love you too... but... sometimes, this 'love' is frustrating. it holds certain responsibility. it holds a promise. and I'm not sure if I can give that promise to you. because I genuinely don't know how to. if you'd tell me, honestly, what you want, I might be able to. but no. 'I'm okay' when you aren't. I mean, I understand if there are some things you don't want to tell me. but if I've offended you in any way, please do tell me. I don't usually realize it. I don't deserve to be your friend... I know too little about you. I really don't deserve what I have... :< fudgecakes. imma go do math now. bye :) ...

the Connecticut school shooting

I know it's a rather long time ago in terms of the internet, but I just found this really sad article.

http://www.usatoday.com/story/news/nation/2012/12/16/connecticut-school-shooting-victims/1772955/

so far, it's the only one I've seen that describes the people.

according to hulaoshi, 香蕉 in some country means hello. ._.

banana. nice to meet you.

I wanna sleep =A=

who else has a moderately active blog?

#swag

I think I broke a bone in my hand. I'm in pain D:

idk how I did it.

my mum says it'll be better eventually.

'Behold the power of the kitten! Truly there is no stronger, more cuddly force on the planet than this! For them we build complicated file-sharing systems so we can get a daily fix of kitty videos! For them we cart around large bags of food (to go in one end) and litter (for when it comes out the other!) For them we make weird baby noises that make no sense! 

We bow before our adorable, cuddly overlords! Then we rub their tummy.'

Ryan's gonna get me this for my birthday. IDC HOW MUCH IT'LL COST. mehhh

squishable.com

≈≈lynniethecat≈ pasta

yay

mon·o·tone  

/ˈmänəˌtōn/

Noun A continuing sound, esp. of someone's voice, that is unchanging in pitch and without intonation.

Adjective (of a voice or other sound) Unchanging in pitch; without intonation or expressiveness.

^ word of the day :D

Time according to mac: 5.48.13PM

What was I doing beforehand: drinking bubble tea

Chats on facebook: Joshua, Ryan Chew.

Listening to: nothing.

Status: tired. very.

lol idk why I so sian.

so today was tkd grading. (yayy green belt soon)

on the way there I saw a dead bird in the middle of the road. it was bloody and feathers were everywhere. T.T then I just cried there lol. screw it >~<

and as I was entering nex, I talked to this kind-of-old guy. the conversation went something like this:

him: your shirt reminds me of myself 45 years ago.

me: *remembers that I'm wearing my tkd shirt* *fake smiles*

him: I failed my black belt. all my friends already 6 dan 7 dan already.
me: *laughs nervously* that's sad

him: what belt are you?

me: umm, only yellow green.

him: oh don't worry, the foundation very important. you see, most instructors don't bother about the foundation, straightaway skip to sparring. my instructor was a korean, very strict.

me: *continues smiling* *thinks to self, then why did he fail?* okay

then we walked separate directions.

all the sec 2s yellow to yellow-green met at nex today, with the exception of Isabella. we saw Daniel for the first time this year :D

then we went for grading. (if Jiawen gets double promo, I'm gonna congratulate her, then slap her in the face.)

we went to burger king after that :D tradition since last year. Daniel treated all of us, it cost nearly 50 bucks. THANK YOU HAHA.

awesomest receipt though.

then we went to arcade. damn awesome.

now here I am, chilling and drinking bubble tea. I should totally start homework. but mehh :D

oh and also:

according to a survey in the sst sec 2s group on fb, only 1/13 people wanna go for JSC more than JPSB.

I'm trying to decide.

since nobody reads my blog, I can actually post complete crap here.

STOP TALKING ABOUT BOYS.

AND STOP CALLING EVERY SINGLE BOY CUTE.

AND STOP SAYING THINGS YOU DON'T MEAN.

AND PLEASE PLEASE STOP BEING SO MUCH BETTER THAN ME. ,_,

(all of those to different people. message me if you think any of them are to you.)

... I'm still tired.

I should sleep.

nah jk....

=~= lynn

Betrayal

Synonyms:

Judas kiss, deception, dishonesty, double-crossing, double-dealing, duplicity, falseness, giveaway, let-down, perfidy, sellout, treachery, treason, trickery, unfaithfulness

idk. idk. idk. idkidkidkidk. ow.

'pet peeve'

A pet peeve (or pet hate) is a minor annoyance that an individual identifies as particularly annoying to them, to a greater degree than others may find it.

does anyone else hate it when someone doesn't show ANY sign of gratitude?

and today. I opened the door of the auditorium for a teacher. she asked me how to open the door. we were in the middle of cca, but I stepped out, closed the door, and taught her how to open it. then I stared at her, expecting at least a simple 'thank you'. but oh no. nothing. I held the door open, she stepped in, I stepped in and. nothing. happened.

it's annoying me more than it should.

I think she's a new teacher. so she thinks she can trample all over her students huh.

I should have said something like: 'you're welcome' or 'sorry to have wasted your time'.

I'm bored...

if you read this, please drop me a message on fb ._. I'm curious to know who actually knows about this blog. I only told two people so far.

all I need is a beauty and a beat.

to send or not to send.... *dies*

[[insert post title here]]

Time according to mac: 10.38.26

What was I doing beforehand: locking the door... ._.

Chats on facebook: Bruce.

Listening to: nothing at all.

Status: wanting to type out my entire day's events here. ._.

Physical well-being: left leg hurts, right wrist hurts.

Plans for tomorrow: GO TKD GRADING~~ meet daniel for the first time this year, GET DOUBLE PROMO.

let's start with this morning, shall we?

so I went to school. and I lost my umbrella halfway to sch. I think someone stole it.

lol managed to finish all my homework on the way and before school though :3 #achievementget

remind me to stalk a twitter account later.

during science, Ms Teo broke the projector screen in physics lab 1. hehehehe SHE MUST WRITE INCIDENT REPORT. nah, probably not.

refraction is so cool~~

oh now add another fb chat. Sa.

me: 'I hate you all.' Ethan: 'I love you too :)'

say that to Jiawen -.-

so during history, RELIEF CHER. YAY

according to him, 'your teacher is not feeling well today'

lol. I think Ms Kaur can predict when she will fall ill. coz she told us ystday that she wouldn't be coming to school today.

'-due to my STD (Short Term Memory), it will be about-'

heh. STD.

recess: we sat around a canteen table and coloured pokemon.

OH AND DID I TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAMN AWESOME PIXELS? they are damn awesome. *自夸 ttm*

math. I dislike math class. it is extremely boring. and Subra and Kiran keep talking to each other.

and I'm between them.

but 'math class' minus 'class' is awesome.

chinese was pretty boring. always is. heh.

ADVISORY ASSEMBLY. too many things to say about it, so nevermind.

then we chiong back to class to decorate.

it was awesome, until we were told that we couldn't use scotch tape on the walls and doors. m(_ _)m

I hope everything turned out alright. coz I went for SC at 3+ (I was already late.)

then I went to Nuh-Vee-Nuh. the bus ride was. scary.

((sitting back to front on bus stop seats is #swag))

then I teleported here. home. -buries face in sofa- im like putting my face where my family's butts have been. .___. -gets up-

OH AND I LOST MY JACKET. CONTACT ME IF YOU FIND IT. I THINK I LEFT IT IN THE AUDI OR MAYBE CLASS.

plans for tonight: practice my tkd + dance if everything stops hurting that much -.- and talk to people. homework maybe.

sianz. I better shower right after I post this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEE HOON.

Bruce better video his dance soon. lol.

∞∞lynnOUT∞∞

purpose

I really don't know what to post on this blog. random crap sounds good, but... idk.

Time according to mac: 9.16.00 AM

What was I doing beforehand: stalking someone's twitter ._.

Chats on facebook: no one

Listening to: the sounds of typing and construction work outside I think. very faint sounds.

Status: neutral. happyish.

civ·i·li·za·tion  

/ˌsivələˈzāSHən/

Noun The most advanced stage of human social development and organization. The process by which a society or place reaches this stage.

I like definitions ._.

now it's history class and we're supposed to complete a worksheet but I'm getting distracted -.-

Definition of Civilization

     Popular usage defines "civilization" along these lines: "an advanced state of human society, in which a high level of culture, science, industry and government have been reached." This definition is problematic for archeologists, anthropologists, and historians, because it contains an overt value judgment that civilization is better, more advanced, and superior to other forms of social organization.

'50 likes and I'll video myself doing the JB dance that we learnt today'
can't wait >w<

kay, it's recess now ^^ decorate class! byebye

lol.

'NG WEI CHONG JAVIER'
'XAVIER NG SHAN HAO'
the similarity is TOO DAMN HIGH.

anyway. today I dug through a drawer of old stuff and found this cute letter thing. I forgot who wrote it to me. but. yeah.

'Thank you! :)

I appreciate you because you are so lovable and cute! haha you bring happiness. I'm not afraid of talking rubbish to you at all cos you understand me! Haha! Thanks for everything. Wish you the best in P5 and your everything in your life!

:) Haha!'

thanks I guess, to whoever wrote that.

now let's focus to this: 'you understand me'

DAYUM. why does/did everyone think I understand them? I don't. I'm not some crazy omg I understand youuuu kind of person. I'm not sure actually. I understand the surface of you, what you look like to society. but I don't know you past that.

really ,_,

I don't think I've said the phrase 'you understand me' to anyone before. maybe a few people. but idk. everyone probably knows the surface me. I don't even know anymore. who am I? what do you see me as? one word to describe myself? unpredictable. random. crazy. that isn't a personality. I don't have a personality.

it sucks.

if you came to this blog to see another side of me, I'd laugh. this blog is crazy, unpredictable, random. like how you know me in the real world.

okay maybe except this post.

personality vs stereotypical girl

stereotypical girl wins.

all that I really REALLY want to do is simply not a viable option.

and I forgot about it so long ago, becoming a stereotypical girl.

I forgot what I wanted.

have you ever had that feeling where you think you forgot to take something important, but just can't remember what it is?

yes.

except that I don't think I'll ever find it.

kay that's all ^^

Time according to mac: 11.32.09 PM

What was I doing beforehand: dancing

Chats on facebook: Bruce... k now no more :)

Listening to: squeaking of table (idk.. ._.), tv noise. dad talking to me about health and sleeping early.

Status: hyper. cannot sleep but oh well. shall lie on bed for fifty hours.

PEACEOUT##

you know

*inserts rant here*

jeal·ous·y  

/ˈjeləsē/

Noun The state or feeling of being jealous. jeal·ous   /ˈjeləs/ Adjective Feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages. en·vy   /ˈenvē/ Noun A feeling of discontented or resentful longing aroused by someone else's possessions, qualities, or luck. dis·con·tent·ed   /ˌdiskənˈtentid/ Adjective Dissatisfied, esp. with one's circumstances. dissatisfied  past participle, past tense of dis·sat·is·fy Verb Fail to satisfy (someone). re·sent·ful   /riˈzentfəl/ Adjective Feeling or expressing bitterness or indignation at having been treated unfairly. in·dig·na·tion   /ˌindigˈnāSHən/ Noun Anger or annoyance provoked by what is perceived as unfair treatment. okay. dictionary moment over.

science

haha the minute ms teo walk in, we sing happy birthday to xiao tao ^^

MS TEO WANTS SQUIRTLE :D

everyone loves Ms Teo :'D

haha let's give Ms Ng diglett

the worksheet smells like food o-o

why is the big idea always energy? -sigh-

Guofeng today so hardworking, do homework.

frequency of light only changes when you change the source.

refraction is the reason behind the bending of light, because the medium is optically denser and less dence or something.

beauty and the beat is stuck in my head ,_, nooo

if I post this often on facebook, I'll annoy everyone and be called attention seeker.

meh~ this is a blog. can do whatever I want.

omg it's so cold >~< even with jacket.

can we turn down the fan please?

tomorrow go lab for science :DD

we arguing about what to do for our class deco >~<

oh now is chinese. math NEVER use mac de. stupid right.

chinese I do all the copying already 8D now get to slackkkkk

so Shi Jie took over my role of chinese rep. idk why, but I feel like doing the ticking and stuff ._.

it's not like he can order me around right

walao.

'你们今天很weird' -hulaoshi

damn bored.

1:11 :D

oh right. the form thingy.

Time according to mac: 1.16.32 PM

What was I doing beforehand: nothing much, greeting teacher?

Chats on facebook: hm, lemme start one XD

Listening to: chinese teacher.

Status: bored. kind of excited (below).

OH YAY POOMSE COMPETITION ON WEDNESDAY. SKIP TINGXIE.

'you must bitch about people in your blog. that's the main point of having a blog' -Jiawen, who's sitting beside me.

idk what she just said now. something about bitching about others.

BUT I HAVE TWITTER FOR THAT LOL. I dunno.

damn bored. shall go stalk other blogs.

lol nothing. as expected. they too guai to post during class. ((unlikemeeeee))

I've OMG MY EYOARDIAGING SO BD.

WY

OGOMOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG WHY

is it woring nw

NOOO

KEYOARD

BARD

OARD

BOARD

MY KEYBOARD JUST SPAZZED AND LAGGED.

OMG

NOO.

,_,

k everything should be fine now.

as I was saying...

what was I saying ._.

nvm :'D

2012年2月22日，新西兰基督城发生了6.5级，我国政府派出了搜救部队，参与搜索与拯救工作。

'small country big heart' -hulaoshi (you know that chinesey accent)

oh and today before dance class right, they were blasting daylight :3

shall use my awesome copypasta skills to put the lyrics here

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go 
But tonight I'm gonna hold you so close 
Cause in the daylight we'll be on our own 
But tonight I need to hold you so close 

time check: 1.34pm on my mac, 1.29pm on the class clock ._.

time check: 1.36pm on my mac, 1.32pm on the class clock

time flies when you're comparing ting xie marks ._.

yay I got full marks

DISMISSAL IN ONE MINUTE.

WHY NO DISMISS.

my hair damn annoying leh.

oh yay we going popular buy paper. yay.

<3 YUNHUI <3 <3

noooooo delay so long ,_,

CAN HEAR PEOPLE OUTSIDE D:

time check: 1.52pm on my mac, 1.48pm on the class clock

WALAO.

idc le. BYE.