before I start on the content of this post, I will go back to my letter to my future self (technically me now because I'm in the future) and add 'university' to the introduction paragraph. brb :3
DONEEEEE
btw, I don't ever fall asleep without meaning to. I just can't. lol though sometimes I'm just tired and decide to take a 'little' nap.
now today I'd like to remember some of the dreams I had in the past.
my earliest memory of a dream would be the monopoly man standing/dancing on top of the changi airport tower thing. I might have made that up or something haha I don't know. they say what you remember from before 3 years of age were probably made up and I remember that dream happening when I was about 3
my most recent dream I remember is trying to catch a crocodile and succeeding. the crocodile liked me lol. I kept it in my house where my washing machine is now and apparently I've always had a small pondish thing there running under my floor and also in front of the toilet. we used a tub with mossy stuff in it to try to catch the crocodile at first but I realised it was easier when I sort of made friends with another smaller crocodile. and crocodiles were also apparently abundant around my hdb estate
the next most recent dream I remember is me locking some burglar in my own house and running to my cousin's house. it included pushing my dad and bro (who was home for some reason) down an 'emergency escape route' which looked like the rubbish chute. and I couldn't convince my mum to do that so we locked up the house WAIT I JUST REMEMBERED SOME WEIRD DREAM.
so we locked up the house and trapped the burglar inside (I forgot there was an emergency escape route)... I also remember the burglar laughing at me or something and saying something like 'forget it! I don't want to steal anything anymore! just let me go!' as he was getting sick of me and my mum arguing about going down the escape route or something. I remember him being violent and scary at the start lol but that got illogical when I took so much time to push my dad and bro down the escape route and he was just standing there not doing anything
the weird dream:
I was wandering around my hdb flat... I forgot... but it was weird... and it looked almost nothing like what mine actually does. I remember an old lady/couple neighbour? I don't know... the fifth and ninth floor seemed significant in that dream though...
as I was saying.... (I'll just continue typing my previous previous previous paragraph)
I also dreamt that I had to go to jail (this was when I was at Jiawen's house and we just played monopoly and we all had to keep going to jail) it wasn't so much about the jail part, it was about saying goodbye to everyone like it was the last thing I could say to them. I woke up suddenly as the police people dragged me off when I hadn't finished my goodbyes.
one of my happiest dreams was when I was in p6. I was dancing around in a circle with the girls in my class under the sunshine in a grass patch (looked like my grandma's house's backyard) and we were all happy. it meant a lot to me, as the girl who hates/hated me was there and she was happy too.
one of my quite recent dreams was some weird... thing. I was running away from some event in the middle of it, with people chasing me, and I somehow ran to and hid in this big shop full of survival things or whatever. I mean, the shop was huge and had everything and someone told me it was sponsored or something. then after a certain time the other people arrived (those that I recognised and remember were mostly my current levelmates) and we somehow knew we were going on a trip to the sahara desert. soooo we were supposed to choose whatever we liked from the shop to pack and take with us to survive. I chose a tent, sleeping bag, this thermal mat thing. then my friend was like, you haven't packed food and water. so I got 2 large bottles of water, packets of polar snacks (telling myself it was smart as I needed the salt as I would be sweating a lot or something) and packets of those round biscuits that melt in your mouth (telling myself it'd be less dry than regular biscuits or some reason due to weird lynnette logic) then some teacher told me that I should bring something more practical or something, then I looked around and saw everyone bringing cup noodles and I was like dafuq ._. stupid fools. then I walked to the dog food aisle and I was like... can I eat dog food ._. then I turned and saw packets of jelly and I was like 'perfect! this at least has some moisture and won't be so dry' then I had a dilemma over whether it was dry jelly or wet jelly then I woke up.
I had this dream I hardly remember, about being in a giant white... space. it was filled with 3D shapes and random objects and gravity sort of didn't exist. I was in a.. corner in the space. I remember interacting with the objects, but how and what effect it had, I forgot. I was also in this space, in this corner, when I was making friends with my crocodile in the other dream, except gravity seemed to exist in that dream.
I also have a vague memory of a dream about being on a beach with thousands of large black oysters in shallow water (there didn't seem to be anything beyond that shallow water) and I was prying them open, getting black pearls. I remember a mother figure there or something, and a brother about the same age as me... I'm not sure if that dream was linked to my next dreams that I'm gonna talk about.
I had this dream place a while back, which I dreamt about two times. I forgot a lot about it, but I remember talking about it to some people back then, so it should be in my facebook chats somewhere. anyway, in those two dreams, I had a brother of about the same age as me. we both had a pet that was also our aura (sort of) and ours were either a black cat or a white terrier (can't remember who got who). we had a house or something and there were two doors in the house. one led to this tunnel thing (not underground, I think it was made of blue clear plastic)... that led to a playground. the other door, I don't really remember.
the first dream, we were just running around or something. I forgot. the second dream, there was a bully at the playground and we did something to help the bullied group of children or something, if I remember correctly.
okay that's all for today. I'm tired :) christmas was good. I relived my childhood for a moment with those handgames we used to play.
signing off with a kiss,
lynn