1. putting them all up here. I mean, dashit, I've been carrying them around in private all this time and now I'm gonna post them on such a public place? hm, maybe not a good idea. maybe next time :3
alright, I'm ready.
2. disappointing my parents. it's really easy since their expectations of me are so high. I'm really scared of it.
3. death. no, not to myself. it's a bit selfish of me, but I don't want anyone I'm close to to die. I don't want to face the feeling of loss and misery. I'd rather die and let others miss me... #selfish
these are the two I can think of at the moment, I'll update whenever.
update (28/3):
4. breaking hearts.